I've been having some very stormy times with my current boyfriend. I'm always worried about how he feels about me. Sometimes he's sky-high (not like, drugs or anything) and the next he seems kind of... just... "eh". I'm constantly receiving mixed signals, and I go from "in-love" type of feelings to sadness and extreme worry, and just downright despair. He has never cheated on me, always treated me with respect, and is a very good-hearted guy. I just feel that he may not be "in-love" with me anymore.

So this causes me to raise a question. How do YOU deal with the fear of heartbreak, rejection, and everything else? What is it that you hold onto for security.

Me personally... I use to cut. Not anything serious (I never bled enough for it to drip) in my opinion, but it worried my friends. So I knew that was only a temporary relief.

Now, I'm trying to hold tightly onto my faith. I know that's easier for some than others, and me... it's challenging. There's times I feel like I can make it... times I'm worried if I can or not... and times I feel like there is no hope.

What do YOU do?

I have my times where I hate everyone and everything. I find a walk really lets you collect your thoughts and review whats going on. When I return home, i'm in a much happier state.

I listen to music when im depressed