Standing

the music goes on
as I see you across the room
Eager eyes are on me
they all see me stare at you

I stand here all alone
wondering where are you tonight
what are you thinking
what are you doing
why can't I have you

cant get you out of my mind
on stage all i see is you
i search for you
but all i find is everything else

i stand here all alone
wondering where are you tonight
what are you thinking
what are you doing
why cant i have you

my heart races when you smile
my mind is just craving for you
my body waits for your touch
all i can hear is our hearts beat

I stand here all alone
wondering where are you
what are you thinking
what are you doing
why cant I have you

why why must you do this
when you know all i want is you

i stand in the middle of stage
the spotlight sits on my face
in which is focused on you
the music starts and I sing

I stand here all alone
wondering where are you
what are you thinking
what are you doing
why cant I have you

In your eyes I see you and me
in your voice I hear your emotions
in your face expressions i tell that you crave me
in your body language I can tell

i stand here all alone
wondering where are you
what are you thinking
what are you doing
why cant I have you

what are you thinking
what are you doing
why cant I have you

what are you thinking
what are you doing
why cant I have you

what are you thinking
what are you doing
why cant I have you

are you here with me
or are you in outer space
sometime you can come down
I fell for you
so you need to do the same

cant you see
all i see is you
youre my past present and future
youre my everything

done you know
i breathe for you
dont you know
i live for you

the beat of my soul continues cuz of you
the beat of my heart is for you
the beat of my mind is beacuse you

some tlc would be nice
some time with you is all i ask
some action from you

cant you see I fell for you
without you i would go insane
cant everyone else see through me
dont you care

someday you will want me
but i cant wait forever
so you better shape up
or well there's the ocean
ship out

some tlc would be nice
some time with you is all i ask
some action from you

if you dont
get out
excuses and drama
go away

dont go sneaking behind my back
i aint you
so do you get it?

all i want is you
some tlc would be nice
some time with you is all i ask
some action from you

i could show you the galaxy
but take your goods else wehre
maybe i will forgive

if you just give me
some tlc would be nice
some time with you is all i ask
some action from you
oh yeah baby

some tlc would be nice
some time with you is all i ask
some action from you
wooooo

dont you see
all i am feeling is love from me
but i am not getting that from you

some tlc would be nice
some time with you is all i ask
some action from you

Hey Hey Hey
You look at me
I look at you
Just like before

Before you knew
What I feel
I see it in you
The same runs in me

Always there
But you chose to ignore it
Soon you shall wonder

WOnder what you did wrong
Why you dont know me
HOw you did wrong
All I do is look at you

In disappointment
From that ONE Kiss
From that ONE mistake
That ONE lie
That ONE time
Can do a lot of damage

You see me
But I turn away
I gave you another chance
YOu are lucky
For I am not the one
Who who who cheated
No No oh NO
I am the one who
was the fool to believe
For I am the one the Only ONE
That got burned

In disappointment
From that ONE kiss
From that ONE mistake
That ONE lie
That ONE time
Can do a a alot of damage

Asking you the truth
what was I thinking
That that her baby looks looks
LIKE YOU OHHHHH
oh oh why why

what what what did I do wrong
I gave you everything
I gave you my heart
I gave you my last kiss

Because because oh yeah you know it
oh oowww owww you screwed up
Big big time ohhh ohh
C'mon boy give me your best shot
No more am I jaded oh oh by oh

disappointment
From that ONE kiss
From that ONE mistake
That ONE lie
That ONE time
Can do a a alot of damage

I am threw with your lies
Fid up with the schemes
done with the excuses
NOw you have a future
oh oh oh yeah

You need to raise your child with her
NO NO not me!!!

for I am dissappointed
By that ONE oppes
By that ONE thing
By that One Lie
BY that ONE KISSS!!!

Disappoint I am disappointed in you
From that ONE kiss
From that ONE mistake
That ONE lie
The damage is too much to fix...

OH OH yeah!!! Do you realize IT now!!
OHHH OHH ow ow ow Yeah yeah baby

GOOD!!!!

Sitting next the phone
Wondering why you haven’t called me
Mom says you picked your wife over me
Your own flesh in blood

Dont you know that I am growing up???
Dont you know that I am slowly dying???
Dont you see that I want to hold you???
Dont you know that I love you!!!!

I am not who you think I am anymore!!!
No matter what I do
Lose all my weight
Die my hair!!!!!!!

Dont you know that I am growing up???
Dont you know that I am slowly dying???
Dont you see that I want to hold you???
Dont you know that I love you!!!!

I have a confession to make!!!!
Father, I want you so much!!!!
I love you so much!!!!!
Please call me!!
Id do anything to turn back time
Just to be with you

Dont you know that I am growing up???
Dont you know that I am slowly dying???
Dont you see that I want to hold you???
Dont you know that I love you!!!!

DONT YOU SEE!!!!!!!!!
I love you.
My heart is broken
This feeling that I have is real!!!!!!!!!

Dont you know that I am growing up???
Dont you know that I am slowly dying???
Dont you see that I want to hold you???
Dont you know that I love you!!!!

Did you ever love me????
Do you ever wonder what I am like???
Because of you I have a broken heart forever….

I sit by the phone

*Why*

Why does the world turn around
Why is it everytime I am alone I am afriad
Why am I here by myself
Why does everyone have a someone
Why am I lying here by myself
Why am I the one thats dreaming
Why don't you feel the same about me

I remember when it was just you and me
When no matter what happened you were mine
Now I wonder what happened
What made us fade

I could be in a city as great as Chicago and still be so alone
When I am home I have the memories we made
The ones that I can never leave my heart
The kind that doesn't go away no matter what

One of these days you will know how it feels
To feel so alone even though you are in a crowd
To know that everything is a lie
To realize that the one you truely love doesn't feel the same about you

On the outside I may seem like a stick up bitch
But in the inside I am crying
Not surviving without you
IF this is how it feels to have your heartbroken
Then bring on the pain
Because I am always going to have you in my heart

Something deep inside of you is scratching at you
Telling you that you may never see him again
Making you see that he is the one for you

But how come he can't see that
Why??
Why must we all feel this pain
Because we are humans that fall in love even if it is just us that feel it.

Why????

I need to break out
Get away from here
Your voice echoes
And now you shall see
The real me (yeah)

All of my excuses
all of my lies
all of my past
is now yours now
I cant fight your love
No longer then I have!!!

So I shall come clean
Before you
I was lost
Looking over my shoulder
making sure that
no one was following
me in the darkness
Then as if by magic
I bumped into you
and your heart
when our eyes met
you tore apart my walls
that surround my heart

I need to break out
get away from here
your voice echoes
and now you shall see (see... see...)
The real me!!!! (Ow www)

Before you
I ran
Ran from anything new
but when you bumped
into my world (honey)
everything changed
I was in love with you
from the first hello

I need to break out
Get away from here
Your voice echoes (in my head)
And now you shall see (what I am)
the real me

you told me
that you will always be there
but it changed to
You will always love me
and then too
I will always Protect you

then with one shot
you were gone
looking at you in a new way
I am glad we did
what we did
because I wont regret anything
Regret being with you (never)

But now I need to Break out
Get away from here
Your voice echoes (In me forever)
and now I shall see (for the first time)
The real me!!!

hiding in the dark
hiding away my heart
hiding behind closed doors
hiding in the notes
that I sing tonight

I keep my eyes closed
while you are near
I keep my heart closed
away from you
I keep my ears closed
from your voice
I only wish to let you in

keeping you away
keeeps me standing today
but when that smile
shines through to me
I just about lose it all
those eyes of yours makes me
worry about everything
but I still end up

hiding in the dark
hiding away my heart
hiding behind closed doors
hiding in the notes
that I sing tonight

For you are the only one
that knows me the best
you see right to my heart you are the one
that touches me so
I can not stand it
I would melt away
your presence takes me over

WHen I am with you
everything else fades away
feelings go to the moon
rules go out the window
that one moment
that our lips touched
was the day I knew
we were meant to be
I had no reason to

Hide in the dark
hide away my heart
hide behind closed doors
hide in the notes
that I sang tonight

You know it I know it
we look at each other
our hearts race
because of you
I dont need to

Hide in the dark
hide away my heart
hide behind closed doors
hide in the notes
that I sang tonight

ohhh ohhh yeah baby you know it
owww oww I love you
come on come on
all because I would

Hide in the dark
hide away my heart
hide behind closed doors
hide in the notes
that I sang tonight

I have realized time and time again
That I have been afraid to live since you
But when you walked through that door
I knew I had died

But since you I have changed
Since you I am not afraid
Since you left me I discovered the true being of Love
Being able to let go and move on
as if a bird learns to fly

My wings are spread
My faith is high
My heart is Free
My mind is clear

The thoughts of you are like the wind
You cant see them
But you can feel them
The same way I feel the breeze through my hair
The smell of opportunity

That wind blew my worries of you away
I am now able to Fly away from you
Being able to see everything that was blocked from my view
Dont you know That I am now a bird of hope
A symbol of love
A example of faith
All of the things I thought I had lost after you

But now I stand here at the top of this mountain
Breathing in the air that I havent had in ages
Feeling emotions had have become numb of
Hearing the prayers of love and happiness
Thinking one day I shall have it all

My wings are spread
My faith is high
My heart is Free
My mind is clear

The only thoughts that cross my mind is nothing
All the what now what ifs how come
Have blown with that breeze of the past
Knowing that I am now able to move on
From you From me From everyone I have lost before

The clouds have moved on
Nothing but Sunshine in my face
Tingleness on my skin
Breathe of life on my neck
Knowing that everything is changed
Explosion of excitement in my toes

I stand here at the top of this mountain
Breathing in the air that I havent had in ages
Feeling emotions had have become numb of
Hearing the prayers of love and happiness
Thinking one day I shall have it all

My wings are spread
My faith is high
My heart is Free
My mind is clear

Breathing in the air that I havent had in ages
Feeling emotions had have become numb of
Hearing the prayers of love and happiness
Thinking one day I shall have it all

No No you can't have that
Oh oh leave and I'll wear your hat
You used to have me under your spell
All of it went down the well

No more your control keeps me
no longer you can keep me
I aint that little girl in the sky
I won't wave to you as I go by

Cant you see
I am free
From you forever
Ive changed levers
No longer caged like a critter
You've become to bitter

Running away from the past
knowing that I'll last
From now on I'll make the decisions
For once you'll be blinded of visions

I've finally won this war
I'll sit on this bar
ANd scream adn yell
As you enter your cell

Cant you see
I am free
From you forever
Ive changed levers
No longer caged like a critter
You've become to bitter

Running away from the past
knowing that I'll last
From now on I'll make the decisions
For once you'll be blinded of visions

Smile because life is a pain
Frown for you've left a stain
Knowing I will be safe from now on
A burden has been uplifted from apon
Ive read about you in the paper
Ive caught that caper

You sit and wait
now you are bait
but this time there's no stake
From you and your mistake
I'll celebrate on everyday
As happy as a can stay

Cant you see
I am free
From you forever
Ive changed levers
No longer caged like a critter
You've become to bitter

Running away from the past
knowing that I'll last
From now on I'll make the decisions
For once you'll be blinded of visions

I am finally free
From all the debree
smiling at the sky
going on right by
Somehow I'll be fine
Someday I'll be mine

Cant you see
I am free
From you forever
Ive changed levers
No longer caged like a critter
You've become to bitter

Running away from the past
knowing that I'll last
From now on I'll make the decisions
For once you'll be blinded of visions

Running away from the past
knowing that I'll last
From now on I'll make the decisions
For once you'll be blinded of visions

wow,these are great:big-smile:

Thank you for saying they are great I hope to one day sing and write more songs!

wow u write a lot of songs.. their good..

Thanks Yeah I lock myself up in my room and start to write about whatever I am feeling at the moment

Yeah thoose are awesome you have talent:big-smile:

they're awesome lyrics! someday, you might be famous!

I really hope so!!!!

and then if you do really become famous.. i could brag that i talked to you once on a degrassi forum!

Really good

awww you are so sweet! I want to but I dont think it will happen or not! It just depends how college goes!

good luck with college then!!!!