with the ex, there are times when I wish I had recorded him while in a drunken stupor, unfortunately I would of had to admit that I was no better since I was there to record him, instead of taking the high road sooner and getting the hell out!

There is only one true moment that I can honestly say that I wish I had, for so long he accused me of a specific issue, if i had a tape, video, something to play back to him so that I could say, 'No, this was all you, I did try to leave and you wouldn't have any of it, so now, guess what?' and here's the proof. Oh well, wouldn't really make a difference now I guess and not so sure i really care that much to even want to deal with it.