Originally Posted by hmarroqu

I have been out of a relationship with a girl that I thought I would be with for a really long time and the aftermath of everything that has happened between us makes me undecided.

I think I want to give another shot at the "lovey dovey' crap cause I really like being connected with a person and it is a great feeling, but at the same time , im a dog when it comes to women and would sometimes prefer to be a 'swinger' .

While I struggle to understand what I want, nights sometimes get really lonely, sleepless, and while everyone is out and not on the internet like id hope, im in my room contemplating this over and over...