Stop being a pussy...is what i told myself.

Tough place to be in ...very shitty feelings

Aye, when i was in that situation, i spent lots of time drinking and listening to music, friends help too, its when i discovered who my closest friends were. Since I dont know much about what happened or how your relationship was i cant really say much other than to look on the bright side, more time for yourself, the fights and annoying conflicts are over, you can now have fun with other people ie sleep around if youd like. Just give it time, you are bound to find someone better or for the mean time, a distraction.

Plus i also kept asking myself how i can let one person rule my feelings and disrupt my daily life..

You are going to come out a stronger person from all this.