we talked, asked her if she had feelings for the guy she was ranting about, she swore to me she didnt. she said he would always tell her that he loved her etc. she then also said they went over a month without even speaking because she just didnt feel like answering his phone calls or calling him back lol. was telling her how i have realized there is issues with me and trust. she acknowledged that she has some as well, but also said she fully trusts i wont hurt her. i havnt told her about the forum posts yet, and dont think i will. it would only freak her out and could cause more problems, i pretty much asked everything i needed to know, without telling her what i know. one thing that kinda hit me hard though, was that she told me her and a friend(not friends anymore) were going to buy...some intense drugs...for the summer and when she met me, i told her i hated drugs period, so she completely stopped using everything, and broke off her ties with everyone shes knows that uses. she also thanked me for coming into her life, and said if she didnt know me, she didnt know if she would even be breathing right now...which also hit me hard.