Background: me and my girlfriend have been together for about 6 months now. and for some odd reason i havnt ever been able to completely trust her. she has a drug past, but has stopped them(trust me there).
we were seeing each other on the side and not telling anyone and didnt really consider ourselves "together" for a month or so. then we finally decided to become a "couple" and tell everyone. once we were both in agreement to date, is when i consider our relationship starting.
she tells me she loves me etc, and has ALWAYS told me she never really liked her past boyfriends, but told 1 of them she did love them to make them shut up and stop asking her(which i dont really believe). when i would bring up her past with this said boyfriend she would alwasy get EXTREMELY offended and tell me to stfu, or just refuse to talk about it.

current situation: well me and her post on forums alot(or she used to) and i was bored bigging around my forums on my old post's. then decided to get on her forums and look around. i then found a thread that was made about 2-3 weeks after we were together and its her ranting on her old boyfriend(one she refuses to talk to me about) on how hes an ass, and he "really did love" her and all that jazz. so question number one is:
should i even feel negative about that thread in anyway, is it wrong of me to get offended?

now to continue, in our almost 7 month relationship, there isnt much i would say she has done for me...at all. she called me at 2am one night and asked if i would see her because she just missed me(did nothing physical, told her i wasnt in the mood). other than that, she always tries to tell me she loves me, and to be honest, ive never felt she actually DOES. now for my second question:
when asking her about "us", and being dead serious, and she changes the subject literally everytime and wont go back to it, would that anger you?


sorry for the horrible grammar and sorry for any typos, please tell me if this is "un-readable" and i can happily re-type is all and try to make it easier to understand.
ANY input is VERY appreciated....just trying to see other peoples opinions.