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Lexi1981
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* Note I add parts to chapter two and chapter three. Some if goes back to fan fiction I'm write called. If you only know how much you change my life Dean. So Paige has a one year old daughter name Bethany.

Chapter one: All alone
I feel alone with no one to talk to or to hold me and tell me everything will be ok. Since I find out four and half weeks ago that Jay’s cheat on me with my ex- best friend Amy and god even Emma Nelson, along with countless others and give me gonorrhea. I break up with him the day I find out he made me sick. I did not just break up with Jay. I give up date man all together and start
date women again, but I think Jay did more then just get me sick.

God I feel so alone with no one to talk to about this. I do not know what to do or who to talk to.
I call Paige for the three days in a roll last night and ask her to cover my shift, but she had me call Merri first and let her know I was too sick to come into work and that Paige was cover my shift for me. Of cause Merri was mad at me for taking a three sick day in a row and told me if I had to take another sick day I need a doctor note say I was too sick to come to work. There is a knock on the apartment door. It one a.m. who could be knocking on the door? I hear Paige call my name from behind the door. I really do not want to talk to anyone, I’m exhaust and moody. Also my period is four and half weeks late. I get off the couch and let Paige into the apartment. Paige looks at me as she walks into the apartment and I can tell Paige is worry about me.

Paige: Lexi, tell me what wrong, you can tell me the truth?
Alex: I am exhaust and not in the mood to talk, Paige just go home. I will see you at school tomorrow if I go.
Paige: Lexi, What wrong, you don’t look or sound sick and you don’t feel like you are running a fever either. Why have you been miss school and work so much the last few weeks?
Alex: I’m not ready to talk about it, Please just leave!
Paige: Fine but, I will be here in the morning to walk to school with you.
Alex: Whatever.

I show Paige out and now I’m sitting on my bed stare into space wishing i would have just told Paige what was going on. Then again it Paige would she understands and still want to be my friend or I should say my girlfriend seeing that we have been dating eachother the last three weeks. How will she react when I tell her I think Jay got me pregnant?

Chapter Two: Bad choice
Alex is at the local drug store at four a.m. standing in front of all the different types of home pregnancy tests unsure of which one to buy. She knows what the test will say already, her period is never late and she only miss one other time before misses one before and then when her mom’s boyfriend Chad raped her and get her pregnant, she had an abortion then. I do not think I can stay to have another abortion. After standing there for five minutes she buys a clearblue pregnancy test and goes and pays for it. On the walk home she wishes this was all a dream and that she would wake up in her bed and that Jay had never got her sick or maybe pregnant. She walks back into the apartment to see Chad and her mom are still sound asleep in their bedroom. Alex heads straight to the bathroom and take the pregnancy test. She set the alarm on her cellphone for three minutes and takes a set on the edge of the bathtub to wait for the results. Alex now knows that sleep with Jay was a really bad choice and she is now pay for it by not only get a sexually transmitted disease, but she could be having a baby at seventeen. Just then the alarm on her cellphone goes off. She hit a button so it will stop beeping and she stands up. She then walks back over to the sink and look at the pregnancy test. She sees a plus sign she picks up the box and read that a plus sings means that you are pregnant. She throws the box and the test into the trash can, she now knows that her life has changes forever. What are people at school going to think about her now? What is her mom going to says? How was she going to tell Jay that he was going to be a Dad? What will Paige think of her? The only thing she knows is she cannot continue to live in the same apartment as Chad, because he is too abusive and it would not be a safe environment for her or her unborn child. She decides to pull the pregnancy test back out of the trash can and puts the pregnancy test into a zip lock bag and throws it into the front pocket of her book bag. She goes into her room to pack all her clothing into a gym bag. She picks up her teddy bear off her bed and puts it into her gym bag. It the one item Jay has give her that she cannot live without, she is able to hold the teddy bear when she is scary and crying. After Alex’s has pack all of her clothing, she leaves a note on the refrigerator door for her mom. To let Emily know she is pregnant and also that if she needs to talk to her. Either call her cellphone or Paige house. Alex then walks out the apartment door and heads over to Paige parents’ house. Alex gets to Paige house and stand on the front porch for a few minutes before rings the door bell. She knows it’s early still, but hope someone is up and that she does not wake anyone up if they are asleep. She sees Dylan walking down the stairs and up to the front door. Dylan sees Alex stand at the door with her book bag and two gym bags and know something is wrong and she does not feel safe stay with Emily or Chad anymore. He open up the front door and let Alex into the house and take the gym bags for her at the sometime Paige and their Mom and Dad, comes walking downstairs.

Dylan: Alex, What wrong?
Alex: I made a big mistake by sleep with Jay and now I’m pregnant and I can’t stay with my mom or her boyfriend Chad because he is too abusive so it is a very unsafe environment for someone who is pregnant. Can I stay here till I find a place of my own?
Mrs. Michalchuk: Of cause you can honey, you can sleep in the guest room as long as you have to.
Alex: Thank Mrs. Michalchuk

Chapter Three: You Did What Lexi
Dylan carries Alex Bags upstairs for her and show her where the guests’ bedroom is, so she can put her things away before school. Alex had put away her clothing and her few other items and has sat down on the bed. She is trying to work on some homework when Paige walks into the guests bedroom. Alex looks up and sees Paige stand there and know Paige is not happy about hear she is pregnant with Jay’s baby.

Paige: Lexi, What are you going to do?
Alex: I’m going to tell Jay That he has got me pregnant.
Paige: That not what I mean Lexi, you don’t want to actually have this baby? You could have abortion?
Alex: I’m only turn seventeen in four days, It is not like I am ready to be someone, mom but I am not going to have abortion, not again I cannot. Like you are the one that should tell me to get abortion Paige you have a one- year- old that turn two in July of this year.
Paige: I know that but I have a family that can help me out, you do not have a family that can help you out with a baby Lexi. How can you afford a child? It would be better to just have an abortion!
Alex: No, Paige I won’t. That kill a baby. Beside If my mom had an abortion like my grandmother, Grandfather and biology father want her to when she found out she was pregnant with me at seventeen I would not be here and we would not be together!
Paige: Then give the baby up for adoption.
Alex: I can’t Paige, I would not be able to live with myself know I give up my child and that he or she out there somewhere and does not know who I am!
Paige: You not going to break up with me and start date Jay again are you?
Alex: No, I love you Paige and I only love you. Nothing going to change that Sweetie.
Paige: Ok, Lexi I just need sometime to get use to this, but I am here for you no matter what Lexi.
Alex: Thanks Paige, Can you help me catch up on my homework?
Paige: Sure, But first what do you want to do on your birthday next Monday?
Alex: Go out to dinner before work.
Paige: Ok sweetie, Lexi the baby due in December right?
Alex: Yeah, Paige will you come with me today when I tell Jay?
Paige: Sure.

Paige and Alex spent the next two hours, before having to get ready for school. Getting Alex catching up on school work seeing that see misses the last three days of school. Before school start Alex and Paige meet up with Jay in the ally way behind The Dot. He walks over to where Paige and Alex is stand thinking I still can’t get use to see them together. He sees that Alex is hold her stomach and Paige has her right arm around Alex.

Jay: Lexi what is so important that you had to tell me in person and could not tell me on the phone. It not still about me giving the STD gonorrhea is it?
Alex: No, Jay’s I’m pregnant and you are the father.
Jay: Are you sure it my baby Lexi?
Alex: Yes Jay, You the only guy I every sleep with!
Jay: Ok Lexi, That mean you do in December right?
Alex: Yeah, I am keeping the baby to. I do not care if you are in the baby live as long as you give me Child supported!
Jay: Ok, I want to see the baby, seeing that its mine.
Alex: That fine, But we are not getting back together I am date Paige now.
Jay: Fine
Paige: Lexi, we need to head to school because going. It’s going to start in a few minutes.
Alex: Ok, I need to use the bathroom first, because I think I’m going to be sick.

With that Alex put her hand over her mouth and start running, but only makes it as far as the trash can outside The Dot. She bents over the trash can and start throwing up. Paige walks up behind her and pulls Alex hair out of her face.

Chapter Four: To tell everyone or keep the pregnancy a secret awhile longer?
Emma and Manny are walking to school and have just reach the corner that The Dot is on and see Alex throwing up into the trash can and that Paige is hold the hair out of Alex face. They walk up to Paige and Alex and stop in front of them. Paige gives them a look that says go away, but Emma and Manny do not move.

Paige: What do the two of you want?
Manny: ( Holding the right side of her face.) Paige I can’t make spirit squad practice after school, I have a dentist appointment.
Paige: Why do you make a dentist appointment doing spirit squad practice?
Manny: Because I have a really bad toothache.
Paige: Ok
Alex: Paige making them go away (gags) please.

Alex start throwing up again hope that Emma and Manny will just head to school, but the girls do not walk away. Emma and Manny just stare at Alex as she gets sick to her stomach.

Emma: Alex’s you know you not suppose to come to school if you are sick, you could be contagious?
Paige: She is not sick Emma!
Emma: Yeah right Paige she throwing up into the trash can?
Alex: (Finish throwing up) I’m not contagious and I do not have a fever Emma.
Manny: Then why are you getting sick to your stomach?
Paige: The milk she put into her cereal bowl this morning was bad and it gave her an upset stomach is all.
Alex: Now leave me alone!
Emma: Fine

With that Manny and Emma head towards the school. Paige and Alex picks they book bags up from the sidewalk. Their start walking towards the school together and Paige notices that Alex is still hold her stomach.

Alex: Thanks for cover for me, back at the trash can when Manny asking why I kept getting sick.
Paige: It was no big deal I just figure you were not ready for everyone to know that you are pregnant yet.
Alex: Yeah, I am not sure who I’m ready to tell yet. I had to tell you, your parents, your brother and Jay, but I not sure about tell anyone else yet?
Paige: You tell them when you are ready to let them know. Till then I will keep you secret, It Jay’s I would worry about tell people.
Alex: I’m sure he won’t tell anyone beside maybe Sean when he calls him at his parents house in Wasaga and maybe Spinner but I’m sure he will tells them not to tell anyone till I start let people know about been pregnant.

With that Paige and Alex stop talk about Alex being pregnant because theirs have reached the entrance to the school. Theirs know that are late for media Immersion class as soon as their walk into the school and their hear a bell ring and the hallways are empty. They walk towards the media Immersion lab . When theirs get to the lab Paige opens up the door to the lab and both girls walk into the room and take their seat next to Marco and Ellie.

Mr.Simpson: Alex, Paige you are late for class. Try to be on time for now on.
Paige and Alex: Yes Mr. Simpson.
Mr.Simpson : And Nice to see you back in class Alex are you feeling better?
Alex: A little better, but I only come because I’m out of excuse absent.
Mr. Simpson: Paige will you help Alex get caught up on what we are work on in class?
Paige: Yes Mr.Simpson.

Chapter Five: Morning Sickness can’t tell time
Alex walks into her fifth hour class and takes a set in the back row in the seat by the door. She leans back in the seat and closes her eyes. Paige walks into the classroom and sees Alex has her eyes closed and she is holding her stomach. She knows that Alex wants to keep the fact that she is pregnant a secret till she was at lest four months, but when Mrs. Kawn told Alex she should see the nurse since she kept throwing up in the classroom trash can, she had no choice but to tell Mrs. Kawn the truth, so of cause the whole class heard that she is pregnant. Alex does not look over at Paige when she set down next to her.

Paige: Lexi, Everything ok?
Alex: Yeah, beside the fact that morning sickness cannot tell that its afternoon not morning.
Paige: Saltine cracker help.
Alex: I would try some saltine if I had any, but I don’t.
Paige: Here, I run across the street to the store and pick you up some before come to class.
Alex: Thanks

Alex takes the saltine cracker from Paige and tries them and is surprise to find they are actual help to calm her stomach. When she sees Mr. Armstrong, walk into the classroom she put the rest of the saltine cracker into her book bag.

Mr. Armstrong: All right class open you health textbooks to page 201. We are starting chapter eleven: How a fetus develops doing the nine months in the mothers’ womb.
Alex: (Whisper into Paige ear) At lest all the question I have we be answer now.
Paige: (Whisper back) Yeah, they will and I think all the boys will learn more then they ever want to know about how a baby develops in the womb.
Alex: (Whisper back) Yeah I think they will.
Mr. Armstrong: Macro you going to start read the first part of the chapter out loud.

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