On occasion i have found myself pondering the little question, 'what if'....
If given the opportunity, is there something that you would have done differently for a specific result or do you find yourself content with where you currently are in your life?

Me, personally, i would not have accepted blame for everything that went wrong in a previous relationship, the truth would have hurt him, and i was more worried about his health and feeling responsible for the condition that i allowed all the blame and anger he had to fall on me. So i find myself wondering, what if, would we still be together, on talking terms, or as we currently are, pure hatred for me? Long thought process, maybe not worth my time, but still care enough to think about him once in a while...