After being strung along for a very long time, i finally learned that i meant more than what or where i rated in his life. Although I wish i could say i learned it on my own, it's through the patience, understanding and stubborness of my current boyfriend who didn't accept the usual answers of 'i guess' to all the important questions he had, he made me stop, think and then answer, if it wasn't good or i didn't believe in myself, he helped me to find the reason and work through it...
What did i find....A very loving person...
He's my savior and friend.