I had had this scene play over and over in my head about what I would say to him. It was so much easier when I was speaking in my head. The real problem is I loved him . I mean he saw me for me and he didn’t try to change me. Yet I had kissed the guy that had try to change me. Run a way I say, but that want change it. No you have to face your fears head on. Running a way was part of my exscape . I had learned it the hard way in fact I did do it for him, I did it b/c I was afraid. I was afraid of myself, but pretty soon I colt up to myself. I have to face it. It goes with that phrase you can run but you can’t hide. Well I am tired of running and I can’t hide anymore. I have to face the fact that I have to talk to him and that was going to be one of the hardest things I’ve ever done. But as I had said before I loved him. I cared for him. I ow him this much. Right?