here one of my poems i would love some feed back so tell me what you think

So Easy

wake up
put on my happy face
a mask
get dressed and catch the bus
so easy
or so it seems
the teasing and taunting
i'm numb by now
call me stupid
call me fat
its not far from the truth anyway
see all the happy faces...
the real ones
with authentic smiles
impossiable for me.

catch the bus home
walk up the driveway
pull out my keys
unlock the door to my house and secret life
so easy
or so it seems
the hitting and the hurt
i'm numb by now
beat and neglect me
tell me i'm worthless
dosen't matter by now anyway
'cause i know how to make it go away

pull out my razor
lock myself in the bathroom
pull up my sleeve and close my eyes
so easy
and it is
the cutting and the slicing
it's the only way i can still feel
slit my wrists
make my ankle bleed
it dosen't really hurt anyway
its just a routine
as common as lacing my shoes
just not excpected

put on a band-aid
clean myself up
prepare for bed
and another day of lies
so easy...