im thinking how could i be so dumb. how could i let this happen to me? i thought i was so much smarter. and btw <belicimabambina I am thinking that dragon_slayer is too young and needs to find someone his own age.> i couldnt agree more. huh d_s. i ws too old for you or something. i dont get it at all.

im so confused and i hate my life right now