I know it's hard hun. But you can't just latch on to the first person who loves you like that. There will be others you know. It's not the end. :P I'm sure if you keep thinking about that it will help you get over her. But I think pestering her about this whole issue will make her more angry at you. Sorry to say that, but I think that's what's going to happen. I wish you the best of luck hun.