i'd wish i could get over her.... but.. everytime i try to.. i'll think that maybe if i do sth.. she'll accept me again... coz... i've never felt so much love in my entire live... and i dun wanna lose it... u shud noe? sum one who always fone u after skool.. asking how're u and all... and when you're sick... she gets dam worried and all... i've never been loved... my parents spend too much time working and seldom spend time with me... i've never felt love in my entire live except for those days with her.... now she's goin around telling people how childish, nosy and bullshyts about me..... which makes me very angry..... coz sum of them isn't true.... i admit i'm kinda childish... i love to fool around and all... but like nosy and bullshyt... she says my jokes makes her angry and all... it isn't true.... and all of my frens is buying her stories.... man.... i just wanna slap her... but i still wan her to love me.....